What's Up

This is what I worked on today. It's only stage one in a multi stage idea. I like painting and programming stuff because I can listen to music while doing it unlike writing stuff which I can't do if there are lyrics going on. Same with reading too.

Here's a song I listened too today I'm still cool even though I like songs like this. That's important for me to remember. Perhaps the truth is that I'm more cool for liking songs like this. It is hard to know for sure.


Incidentally I also wrote a poem today and I'm not going to wait until Sunday to post poems any more because I don't write so many.

your eyes are like black holes
that forever draw me in
pulling my gaze closer
espie the beauty that's within
your eyes can always catch me
solar flares and cosmic winds
your sly event horizon
locks my lips above your chin

I wonder if I am good at anything or if I am a good person. These are interesting questions that one begins to wonder when they have decided to disentangle themselves entirely from toxic habits and behaviours for the first time since highschool. I wonder if I will become a different person. I hope that the people I love will love me back even though I am different. I hope that these blogs are not too burdensome to read.

When I was in the sauna at the gym today I thought up a bunch of lyrics that I put in my phone so I'll probably write some songs soon.